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Want to Scream March 20, 2008

Filed under: extended family issues — Stepmom Diaries @ 8:06 pm

I seriously just want to sit here and have a good cry today.  I’m trying to do so much at once and it is so not working for me.  On top of that Adam and I have been fighting for two days because we are both under extreme stress.  I’m trying to get a home-based business off the ground, I’m trying to be a great mom, I’m trying to help Adam with his work, I’m trying to plan our wedding, I’m trying to keep the house running and I just feel like I’m going to pop!  On top of it all my mom is here right now and we are working on wedding stuff and as wonderful as she is and as much as she is helping me out with the flower stuff for the wedding it’s just more on my plate right now.  The funny thing is I don’t want to get away from it I just want to.figure it all out and get everything working properly.  I don’t even want to write anything more right now because I sound like a depressing sob story and that is not me.  Talk to you in a few hours when I figure it all out.  :-)

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4 Responses to “Want to Scream”

  1. Lisa Says:
    March 20, 2008 at 8:49 pm

    Hey girl
    Take a few deep breaths and slow down. In the end you will wonder why you were so stressed out. Take it easy.
    Luv ya!
    Lisa

  2. Salome Says:
    March 21, 2008 at 3:40 am

    Ahh Maurita, Sure sounds like there’s a lot going on right
    now. I hope you have had the opportunity to go have a good cry or a scream. Back in the day this would be perfect opportunity to have a smoke. Not suggesting you do that of course. So what’s your business you’re starting up? And when is your wedding? I’d like to talk with you sometime. Been way too long. I’m sure you’ll be feeling better by the time you read this. If not just remember to “never put salt in your eyes”. HA
    big hug to you!

  3. admaur Says:
    March 23, 2008 at 7:49 pm

    Hey Lisa! I know, I know, you’re soooo right. Today is definately a better day and I know exactly waht you mean. Some days just seem so overwhelming and then a couple days later it’s like, “hey, I’ve got this all under control. What the hell was my problem?” Thanx for the understanding :-)

  4. admaur Says:
    March 23, 2008 at 11:52 pm

    Hey Sal!
    You are so awesome! I miss you and wish you were here. I am trying to start an online business right now and although it is not horrible work or anything it is still time consuming and the mere fact that I am just in the beginning of it and trying to understand it is more overwhelming than anything.
    As for our wedding, it is on July 20th, 2008. Coming up VERY SOON. Crazy amounts of stuff to do still. Doesn’t seem to matter how much I’ve already done. Lists just keep compiling.
    I’d love to chat with you. If you wanna get a hold of me the best way is on here (the best) or on my e-mail: maurita_penner@shaw.ca, also I think you have my number but you can let me know if you don’t. Love you oodles!
    OK, and no, I will not put salt in my eyes….ha ha ha. Too funny!


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